As opposed to the world,
from the car window watching
everything? All roads moving
movement, jag
ged engines
underneath, spirit, for spirit
is known it shall hide it
As opposed now to the world
we are it's movement
it's sadness onwards moving
on and on
even if we learn
how to smile it's sadness
we have
hidden with our hands
Our hand-branches
sucking screens
there too white and black
the little particles do not
quite disappear
Blinking, the tears
are they bright now
or only s n o w w o r d s;
every tiny letter
beyond our sad eyes
Yes, these collapsing pictures
collapse us too
even if we call them
lucid dreams they're real
in awakening wiped
also from the corners
of eyes
years, thousands ...
This road, this one, seemingly ending
for us, not leading anywhere
but the underbrush, the trees
which me may not see through
We may not see through
them, the trees, their givers
vaporlike beings
trickling down
the dead and living leaves
the ones that set their roots to the ground
out of the bones
of ones passed before
in their darknesses they gave
the open space carried they
to the peak of the collapsed sea
built this,
everything
un-everything
Un-needing
they did not
as we do now;
Knowing they knew
how to die,
to die, to accept a threshold
of being touched
And, now, us,
un-giving, afraid
we with our bodies
in our darknesses grow
yet watching in fear
the ones only existing
From there, too, the poem
as if by accident
lets in the light to gleam
on the mossy tree
strewn across the sunken glade
And even if the light may not tell us,
or they or their passed-ons
may not give anything
everything
but the nothing
as if they are alive
as if we ever were
nothing but
nothing yes,
the drop still falls.
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